एक संगदिल की चाहत

दश्त -ए -तनहाई में जीते हुए 

ये ज़िन्दगी बिताई हमने 

इतना अरसा गुज़ारा है तनहा हमने 

के तेरी सोहबत में अपनी आदतों का टूटना 

दिल के किसी कोने में टूटे कांच सा चुभता है 

मुख़ालिफ़ ताक़तों से लड़ना अब लगता है आसां 

तुम्हें रखना ज़हन में हो रहा हर पल को दूभर 

मैं ज़ख़्मी जानवर सा बिलबिलाया भागता हूँ 

कदम टिकना नहीं हैं चाहते अब तो कहीं पर 

यकीन करना लोगों पर जिसे याद नहीं 

उसी से चाहो के तुम्हारा इत्तेमाद करे 

के आज चाह कर भी तुझको मैं न चाह सकूं 

वक़्त की फितरत को लगता है 

है मंज़ूर  यही 

Sketchbook

I've been practicing sketching for the coming entrance exam for BFA , and in this post, I'm gonna upload all the sketches I've done till date since March.

Watch and enjoy!!!

My first Real Photoshop Texture!!!!!!!!

Latest work in Maya... made in about 2 hours..

An overview of life: Dead, alive and Unborn

Life, as it has been for me, is a roller coaster, a horror story, and a philosophical cycle all in one.

Even though I evolve as more sophisticated being , I face similar situations again and again, the only difference is the outcome of the events, every time. At times they change for the better, and at times they remain almost the same.

There are few things that surprise me now, and fewer that arouse me. the number of things that aggravate me has also come down drastically. I do not react to mild mischief. For I have no anger left. And I have no grief left. Joy is the fulfillment of all kinds of lust; and for everything else, there is rage.

Looking at the times that are gone, I am able to judge the present better now. After the last six months spent on the job, I have evolved further to control rage from going completely blind. I have a higher level of patience. 

And even more importantly, the good and the bad memories are balanced now, my brain works better in terms of execution, along with planning.

I have fully how to stand on my own feet. And in the future, I will let nothing stand in my way. I will make my dreams come true, by whatever means necessary.